The world is not perfect, no？(giggle on this)
Though everyone likes one’s living environment to be something like SF, the people are nice as people are they are, have a nice and happy life as someone do and everyday is learning and staying positive everyday,
It IS not possible to have a life like this.
Life has holes, sometimes may like a piece of shit, or even seems to be no future. But it is what it is. You might walk some twist to get your destination. It is normal.
Be an imperfectionist.